Friday, 14 September 2018

Behind The Curtains



Behind the curtains
There was real life
Behind the curtains
She cried real tears
Behind the curtains
There were real problems
Behind the curtains
Her smile faded away

Behind the curtains
The spotlight was nonexistent
Behind the curtains
No claps were heard
Behind the curtains
Her reflection stared at her
Behind the curtains
The real “her” was revealed

Behind the curtains
The razors and the needles taunted her
Behind the curtains
Her demons came alive
Behind the curtains
Emptiness screamed at her lonely soul
Behind the curtains
She was all alone

But now she wanted more
More than what the stage could offer her
More than the spotlight
More than their applause
And the admiration
She desired fullness
She hated the emptiness that mocked her each day
She wanted more than the lights
She wanted more than the camera
She wanted more than the action
So much more than this facade
She let go of the bottles
The razors and the needles
She wanted more
So she dropped the act
And went in search of help
Running into arms of her Father
The One who saw the real her
The One who knew what she really needed
The One who could give her what she really needed
Her Father!
Her Father!



By Sylvia Chika
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Wednesday, 5 September 2018

I have no time




I have no time
Stop bothering me!
I have no time
I’ll see you tomorrow
I have no time
Why do you keep asking?
I have no time
Let’s postpone the visit
I have no time
I’ll see you some other time
I have no time…
…I really don’t!

But now you are gone

I regret the days
I had no time
I regret those words I said
When I lied that I had no time
I regret saying to you,
“I have no time”
Cos I really do have time
So much time to regret
So much time to mourn you
So much time to wish for more time
More time with you
So much time to pray for forgiveness
So much time…
Oh, please forgive me!
I really do have time
Please, come back!
Come back to me!



By Sylvia Chika
sylviachika@gmail.com
http://sylviachika.blogspot.com/
http://sylviachika.wordpress.com/
https://www.facebook.com/sylviachikablog
Instagram: @sylviachikawrites
BBM Channel: C002F2845
Twitter:@sylviaoz

© 2018 Sylvia Chika